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Sunday, October 04, 2009

@ I Q U I T @

二零零九年十月八日 晴


都唔記得咗有幾耐無寫日記啦。
只係知道點解今次又會再寫番日記,其中一個原因係因為原來我部 Macbook 係可以打到中文。

其實每次有衝動再寫日記,都係因為身邊有一啲大事發生,今次亦都唔例外。
自從星期六 Frankie 同阿 Jo 婚禮之後,我突然之間鼓起勇氣打咗一封信,當然呢封唔係一封普通嘅信。

喺公司做咗十八個月,話多唔多,話小唔小;記得開始嗰陣老豆叫我忍住氣做住先,學到嘢先至走,但係到今日為止,其實我又喺公司度學到啲乜嘢呢?如果而家唔走,唔通等我 PhD 開始做嘢我先走咩?開咗個頭就唔會走喇!!況且第日就算 PhD 畢業,我又唔會做番呢行,攞個 PhD 嚟托啊?嗰陣應承都只係貪慕虛榮;如果係咁,相反讀 PhD 只會嘥時間,二字頭裡面尾嗰三年,好大可能係我呢一世人最寶貴嗰三年,自問點都唔可以做啲自己唔鍾意甚至可能後悔嘅嘢;掉番轉頭諗,如果用呢三年時間去做一啲自己鍾意嘅嘢,就算唔成功又有乜所謂,起碼我會好好享受呢一段時間,更何況學唔學到嘢都係要睇自己有幾努力。

講番轉頭,其實 Frankie 真係一個好值得我向佢學習嘅對象。佢雖然搵錢唔多,但係我可以喺佢身上見到佢係一個好被神顧嘅弟兄。佢好清楚知道自己想點,就算佢前路茫茫,佢對神嘅信心都唔會動搖。我唔覺得佢可以揾到一個比阿 Jo 更適合佢嘅女人做佢太太。

喺度,我衷心祝福佢地兩個白頭偕老,齊齊在主內成長,喺未來風雨路上彼此支持,做一對成全耶和華美善心意嘅恩愛夫妻!


Tuesday, December 23, 2008

@ Christmas Blessing @

 

Dear Brothers and Sisters,

 

 

I was watching a film earlier... and it all of a sudden got me thinking about the meaning of life and beauty of all creations. And now, I have this urge to share with you all of what I gain from this day-dream of mine.

 

We are so tiny and little in this tiny and little world, yet we are so much loved by the One with the most superior power. To him, we are small, yet He never sees us that way. On the contrary, everything was prepared before the Lord created mankind on the sixth day. He brought us here to enjoy what He personally made for us... The One on the highest plans for everyone of us, He takes care of everyone of us. Look around you! Whatever you have in your room, or in front of you; when you go for a walk, all those flowers with different colours, puppies running around or kids chasing after each other, or even children's laughters. Our boring job and demanding boss. Family and friends, boyfriends or girlfriends. These were all in God's plan long before we were born. His plans for each of us were different, but the adventure of our lives never, and I mean never, changes His love. His love, His forgiving love, and above all, the love full of promises. Let us all bow down before Him and be a humble servant and obey His teachings and together we grow in the love of God. Let us pray together and pray that He grants us wisdom to understand how insignificant we are and how much we need His generous love. Let us pray together and pray for the Holy Spirit to be with us now and always, and let us be a blessing to other people happen to our life.

 

The fact is, human are mostly selfish and are absurdly naive. We may think we can live up to 70 or even 80 years old, with the help of modern medicine and advancing technology. However, this arrogance and stupidity, with a tiny accident on any Monday morning, may have already cost our lives, and we may not even manage to live past our 30s (This is just an example. Please don't find it offensive... May God be with us ^_^). And even if we can live long enough to do what most other had achieved, this time frame means nothing, absolutely nothing, to our eternal God. He is everlasting, He was there hundreds of thousands of years ago, He is there now, and I am sure He will also be there when our kids go to college. With such a short life of ours, why don't we commit ourselves to serve Him? Why don't we commit ourselves to serve the One and the Only One who deserves to be served? So brothers and sisters, I sincerely urge you and myself, to live for His glory. Please when we work, we all work for His glory. Be humble and serve the others in the name of the Lord. Let us all glorify His powerful name with our speaking and our act. I also truthfully wish that you and I will love Him like the way He loves us, that is with ALL our heart, ALL our soul, ALL our strength, and ALL our mind, not to mention to love our neighbours along with brothers and sisters in fellowships as well as in churchs, and to love ourselves (which is why I am going to register a GP before end of month... haha).

 

Right, I understand this may be a boring sharing, but I hope it may have brought something to you in this Christmas and the forthcoming new year. REMEMBER! Jesus, our model servant, was delivered into this world, not to be served, but, to served those in need.

 

 

 

'Why are you downcast, O my soul? Why so disturbed within me? Put your hope in God, for I will yet praise Him, my Savior and my God.' (Psalm 43:5)

 

 

 

Merry Christmas (and thanks be to you, my Lord, for giving us Baby Jesus, your only Son, on this special time of the year!!)

 

 

In Christ,

Benjamin

 


Wednesday, October 15, 2008

@ 家 不 成 家 @

 

今次返到活水 Welcoming

見到一啲好熟嘅面口

之但係感覺好陌生

好似同佢地一啲都唔熟咁樣

 


Wednesday, October 08, 2008

@ Dead or Alive @

 
 
點解人會咁蠢 ?
 
與其揀一個無咁辛苦嘅方法死
點解唔索性諗點樣去捱
點樣去好好生活落去
 
人 始終都係軟弱
 
 


Sunday, October 05, 2008

@ Long For A Change @

 

 

Sometimes I fear my parents may have never understood me ever since they have welcomed me to this world. 
In this case, I have to say I cannot feel any slightest of their support. 
Of cos I believe this is the reality of the working world, it's full of shitty politics, and we just have to live through it. 
I also seem to have little idea that most of the jobs have the same problem, regardless the job nature or the workplace. 
But what I really want (and trust that I deserved) is tiny bit of appreciation from them. 
And to this, I am quite disappointed!!

 

 



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